I'm sorry to hear about your cat having to be put down. Does this mean you're going to change your username for good, considering "Kippy" was its name?
pleaes dont call my little girl “it” and that’s a bit too intrusive of a question, esp right now
thanks for the condolences
we took my cat to the vet two weeks ago and had her put down (which, between that and the start of a new semester, should explain the unannounced haitus). i have been an absolute wreck since then. i started on this key chain (plus two smaller charms, one for me, one for my sister) soon after it happened. just to keep her with us.
she was the greatest cat and my best friend and i miss her a lot
#it's been up and down lately but i honestly don't know what i'll with myself when she's gone
#i also dont handle death well and this will be the first time some''one'' really close to me passes so
personal bizz about my url and my cat
so if you notice my url changing like crazy it’s because my cat (kipper) is very sick and since i basically based my online presence on her (with her name being in all of my urls/me using it as a nickname) ive been stressed over what it’ll be like when she’s gone and whether seeing her name everywhere will bother me. im still not sure what im doing but im not happy with any other url for this blog so for now im switching back to kippy but if it changes then now you know why
and for anyone who’s curious, kipper is 15. i got her when i was four. im almost 20. so she’s basically been with me my whole life. she’s not a lap cat and is p unaffectionate, but she’s still a sweetheart. she licks my fingers and gives the best head massages and has fifty different meows and all of them are cute. she loves food. she used to be overweight, but is losing a lot of it now. the vet told us in June that she has cancer (there’s a large growth somewhere, we don’t know exactly where) and she’s currently on some medications to make things easier, but she probably won’t live comfortably for much longer. maybe one month, if that. she’s been an indoor cat all her life and we just started taking her outside and she loves it. she’s the best thing on earth and im already out of my mind with grief that she has to go